Born To Be Miserable

Saturday, January 15, 2011

The Word of the Day

This attractive woman in a 'kitchen' photo was identified as Christina Agulara from "Burlesque".  She looks totally different for 'some reason' than "Christina Agulera" usually looks.  This photo along with others appeared on a "Burlesque" site

A.Word.A.Day--primrose path
From: Wordsmith To:
Date: Wed, Jan 5, 2011 9:57 am The Magic of Words
Jan 5, 2011
This week's theme
Words related to trees and plants

This week's words
primrose path

Photo: David J Glaves
with Anu Garg

primrose path
(PRIM-rohz path)
1. An easy life, especially devoted to sensual pleasure.
2. A path of least resistance, especially one that ends in disaster.
From Latin prima rosa (first rose). Earliest documented use: 1604.
It's not clear why "primrose" was picked for naming this metaphorical path. Perhaps Shakespeare chose the word for alliteration -- the word is first attested in his Hamlet where Ophelia says to her brother Laertes:
"Do not, as some ungracious pastors do,
Show me the steep and thorny way to heaven,
Whilst, like a puff'd and reckless libertine,
Himself the primrose path of dalliance treads,
And recks not his own rede." [Heeds not his own counsel.]
"Meanwhile, Katich clung on; the primrose path is not for him. The road is strewn with rocks."
Peter Roebuck; Victory in Sight, But Punter's Job Far From Over; The Sydney Morning Herald (Australia); Oct 5, 2010.
Explore "primrose path" in the Visual Thesaurus.
Nothing is so firmly believed as what is least known. -Michel de Montaigne, essayist (1533-1592)
© 2011

Another Born To Be Miserable Day - Is this still called "Domestic Violence" or does it have a new name?

Hi!  It's me - Kimberly!    I am still alive and  still a cute little white
purebred but am not cheerful all of the time.  Read more about why....

What is it like to live with and around people who are well - of a different opinion....?

I could write a story about this, because of talking to other people about this, but in Ohio this "Mobster City" craze got out of hand, and the thing to be was disrespectful to women in general who were not crooks and not part of mob activity.  This is another issue I am currently experiencing with someone else's 'drug buddies' hassling me from organized crime.

Crooks kept shutting down and compromising our intelligence system before, and destroyed other sites I had in place - like"
      1.   Gangs and Me: My Real Life Story - A Tale of Terror
      2.   Raspberries to You - (The Acquistion of Land)

Yet, I am steadfast and unafraid.
  Kimberly ! :)
(bark, bark - your friend in white)

Add my expertise....

Friday, January 14, 2011

It's Wintertime - "Don't Forget to feed the birds!"

How would you like to be a bird looking for food in this?

Bless the creatures of the earth
Large and Small
And in them,
Give Thanks and Praise.

from "The Episcopal Church" - The same church that has "The Blessing of the Animals"

From Beliefnet:

Also, Beliefnet has a nice tribute to animals currently.  Check out their site, listed above. 

Counseling For The Masses and the Advent of "Catholic Sex"

Worn to a frazzle and hiding...
 "Is this the counselor or the person in need of counseling?"
 xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Below is an open letter that I composed and sent to Stein Counseling. Their website is January 14, 2010

Apparently, they are now working on a "Pepsi Refresh Grant"

Hi Stein Counseling!

"Counseling for the Masses" is needed!!!

I am Kimberly. I am interested in employment with you, but more than that am interested in whether or not you all are a resource for Sexual Addiction/Sexual Codependency counseling. I saw your ad in La Crosse Wisconsin, but am back here in Columbus, Ohio.

One of the big problems that present in our intelligence communities is this: Teenaged kids ( or adults who never grew up totally) who act out with older men - like our spouses, significant others. Instead of being able to ignore this,. the thing these days is "Catholic Sex". I was involved with a boyfriend in high school who went to Saint Ignatius high school in the Cleveland, Ohio area, so am familiar with what Catholic sex really is. It has nothing to do with prostitution, but prostitution found out about this, and plays women who are being degraded anyhow. Apparently, grown women who are educated with career paths are supposed to compete with mentally ill acting out teenagers or young women who are not stable to begin with ang are trying to get male attention or anger women. The problem is frustrating, because this also was a 'development' based program, Stein.

"Catholic Sex" is this; stimulating each other but not having sex. The person I dated said that his parents were not supposed to use a condom, because they were 'violating God's law" and were supposed to have marital sex with no condom. Oral sex in a car is "Catholic Sex" because there is no real genital to genital contact that occurs, and the people can say that they are still virgins when they get married, and the people get very sexually stimulated and this 'Catholic Sex" which supposedly does not count as having sex is an excuse for philandering men and a way for the telephone whores, women who are involved in the masturbating in a box on the computer screen, (also known as "chick in a box") and other sex based programs, including strip club programs and pornographers, to irritate women who have to spend a lot of time alone and are part of the intelligence network also. Crooks are always trying to remove and disregard women who are normal anyhow and replace them with goons who are mentally ill, fixated and acting out like the aforementioned groups and this 'reinvention of "Catholic Sex" in this era is another good gimmick for the sex industry to latch onto to cause trouble.

Sexual codependency and Sexual addiction, in addition to Narcisstic Personality Disorder have to be the biggest problems going on today among people who are not part of the so called 'crook' or criminal population, if one does not count plain mental illness patterns, and addiction disorders. "Crimes Of Passion" happen all of the time in all areas because of issues like the sex people are currently perpetuating and there has to be some solution. I myself tend to want to be with and around people who have already passed various development goals, :) but am isolated and in a dependent relationship that I would prefer be more even and balanced.

My blogspot is this: http://www.BornToBeMiserable, and you can find me on under the name of Kimberly Koerber if you click on the cute cartoon face. (My married name for years before divorce was Bauer and I have ALWAYS had trouble with crooks). I got divorced because of having cars set on fire, domestic violence issues, my ex-husband not wanting to have sex with me, and most probably molesting our only son, Justin Bauer, who is now missing. I became unhappy with my marriage while in it and got involved with other men, but the relationships did not work out so I decided that I needed to be deprogramed from destructive relationships, and (did this is a gras roots type of way which worked). I then was not interested in dating anyone after my divorce, and have now been in the same relationship for the last 'about' five years, but am not remarried. My present fiance drives a cab for a living and is Catholic, he says. I am Episcopalian. We met because I was the victim of an illegal eviction in Wooster, Ohio and he was staying at The Salvation Army Shelter in Wooster, where I had to stay for awhile. He and I do not have "Catholic Sex" by the way, (which is for kids, I thought), but do have consensual sex. I have been a Licensed Social Worker for twenty years but my Ohio Social Work License lapsed in July when I was in Minnesota. I had problems with fraud and with crooks chasing me aroud to get that ( my college degree paper/ transcripts, and Social Work License and the matter is under investigation. The issue has again to do with fraud and incompetent practitioners.

Since "Honesty Is The Best Policy", you now know about me and I would like to ask a few questions:

1. Is Stein Counseling a provider of services/counseling for the abovementioned as a recommended counseling clinic?
2. Do you do any of this counseling online?
3. Do you handle people who have no insurance?
4. Do you have any recommendations for treatment in this area that goons are currently trying to accelerate - namely "Catholic Sex"?

Kimberly ! :)

Thursday, January 13, 2011

Doing Laundry With Style - Swan Cleaners - by kimberly Koerber-Bauer-Koerber

A beggar's tin cup

Saturday Morning again.  What a thing to be alive and awake for!  The Christian Church Van was waiting in the parking lot of the Motel One to give out sandwiches.  I said - great - glad that you are here, when my fiance John brought me a free sandwich.  Then I went down and asked them if the church still distributes free food and takes people there to their church. 

The man, a large white man with short dark hair said "Yes - but that is next Saturday". 

This is one of the churches that remained tried and true during these recession times.  They are there to help people who need to be helped.  The church, which I have written about before, became an important part of the lives of people in certain areas who are needy.  The church was trying to bolster it's attendance and bring people to the church on Saturday Mornings for provisions, at first, but they have little money themselves.

The gave out free bags of groceries, clothing items, shoes , and other things as needed.  They are one of the trends in the areas that I have been in closer contact with - as in the past, I was a Social worker but not a person who needed to depend on the Social Service system.  Crooks in Ohio and in other areas changed all of this and knocked some of us into abject poverty without the ability to be able to readjust - thanks to
many factors.

Crooked "disability lawyers" offered people the opportunity to be 'nuts' or on mental disability in Ohio so that
"Gateways" could be enabled.  The crooks were not able to be prosecuted in many cases because of
payola court issues and the lack of mutual reciprocity between Ohio and other states.  In Ohio, for instance, The Supreme Court Disciplinary Council - who normally would prosecute crooked judges and lawyers needs AGAIN to be referred to the Ethics Council with a more current case - if one comes up. 

For instance - there is a large crooked man with a "misshapen head" in all ways - who is black and claims to be from Somalia.  The man is looking for victims.  The man the other day blew the horn of a large ivory colored Chrysler that he somehow got as I was crooking the street at the crosswalk in front of him and then laughed like a maniac.  The man needs to be deported, I though but somehow got in.  The man considers himself to be a 'gangster' and was telling me one day a story about a female friend he knew from West Africa (although he is supposed to be Somalian) who developed a Social Service agency, was 26 years old, and was hit by a truck.  "Haahahahaha" - the goon laughed.  The man also has many writing on his computer which have to do with the Administration of Africa.  He seems to be friends - with a younger black man - who owns and operates a convenience store on East Main Street - almost right across the street from "The Motel One"  and says he is from Sudan - like a 'prince' and a goon as a guard type of couple.
  The goon man who I am complaining about is part of what is known as a 'gateway'.  He is in line with others from various countries, and are here legally while "We The People" who are supposed to be mentally ill or physically ill, and are being displaced and shut down, continue to suffer.  A "Gateway" is an established anchor in one country or area which has a string to another.  Right now in various areas is Ohio, these are issues with illegal black immigration - just like there used to be issues with white immigrants years ago.  In various other areas, including Rochester, Minnesota, there was a 'probe' done and the discovery there was that crooks from Somalia were ripping off Us welfare funds and other monies.  These cases are hard to prosecute, because the people have been funded for so long - at everyone else's expense.

My orientation is to think about this - write complaint letters, get involved in trying to use the system that is available - and being blocked.  Then - because we have no choice but to survive - to come up with something like this:

Great day to do laundry!  Swan Cleaners was crowded today.  ALL of the dryers were being used today for the first time in my history.  Maybe everyone is trying to get clean and dry - or is looking for more appropriate leadership so that they do not have to be 'dirty' to begin with.
"Birds on a wire - some on a more 'barbed wire' than others."
                                                                              Kimberly! :) 

Computer Policing, Gates, and Ohio African Issues

These hard working ants in the picture are busy carrying away this dead mushroom.  Ants are capable of moving objects much bigger than they are.  Perhaps their chant is heard is similar to the chant occasionally heard by an African man, native to South Africa, working at the Dira Dawa Convenience store on East Main Street here in Columbus, Ohio
who has been known to say: "I want that Elephant Ass sold-sold-sold!!!"

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

Judge Judy's official link!!!

This is Judge Judy's site from t.v.  I wrote her and am awaiting her response.  The problem is that in my situation, which lasted for years, there are all kinds of crooks.  If there had been adequae prosecution a long time ago, I would be richer and happier right now. The United States Currency Tracking Project : The United States Currency Tracking Project

" When you enter the bill you found, you will get back a list of all the cities, states, and countries where that bill has been recorded, as well as travel time, distance and speed of each step along its journey.

You can start and enter your own bills to track!
You will need to Register before entering your own bills so you can be notified when your bills are found next.
U.S. Patent Pending"

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The "Liz"-ard and the Florida Everglades case

Crooks now have a new online - in the auditory mode -gimmick.  They are launching a cartoon character called "The Lizard" who is supposed to be another fake police agent and a deceivingly small baby Alligator or Crocodile that 'looks like a lizard', named "Liz".  HOW Clever! 

The Lizard is supposed to be a real person in some 'game' created using our intelligence system. hahaha

The "Old Big Fishie" , with it's pet man.  What teeth!
 The Lizard is an old prostitution ring in, but this is ok.  The problem is that on our intelligence system, "The Lizard" is also an antisocial personality disordered 'character' who wants to fight with everyone else online - like some kind of a mean guard as opposed to a whore.   The real Lizzard was a stick think cocaine junkie who was a whore in an owned by the crooks strip club.  If The Lizzard acted like it does online, no wonder the club she worked for which was just up the road from Schotensteins' North on Westerville Road burned down.   hahahahah

The Florida Everglades case that needed to be investigated a long time ago had to do with Progressive Insurance companies, and crooks killing off flora and fauna of Florida.  Since crooks decided to victimize me with organized crime in Wooster, Ohio and I was not able to get my mail, they got another person to use my name and collect monies there, then 'freeze' me in place.  This is why I would like to move to another state.

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

Dales Tool Glossary

This is an example of something that could be expanded to be used as part of development of a business, if you can get funding. 

I don't know who Dale is but he is explaining what tool is what well here.  I wanted to save this as a reference - just in case! :)

DRILL PRESS: A tall upright machine useful for suddenly snatching flat metal bar stock out of your hands so that it smacks you in the chest and flings your beer across the room, denting the freshly-painted project which you had carefully set in the corner where nothing could get to it.
WIRE WHEEL: Cleans paint off bolts and then throws them somewhere under the workbench with the speed of light. Also removes and hard-earned calluses from fingers in about the time it takes you to say, 'Oh sh--!'
SKILL SAW: A portable cutting tool used to make studs too short.
PLIERS: Used to round off bolt heads. Sometimes used in the creation of blood-blisters.
BELT SANDER: An electric sanding tool commonly used to convert minor touch-up jobs into major refinishing jobs.
HACKSAW: One of a family of cutting tools built on the Ouija board principle... It transforms human energy into a crooked, unpredictable motion, and the more you attempt to influence its course, the more dismal your future becomes.
VISE-GRIPS: Generally used after pliers to completely round off bolt heads. If nothing else is available, they can also be used to transfer intense welding heat to the palm of your hand.
OXYACETYLENE TORCH: Used almost entirely for lighting various flammable objects in your shop on fire. Also handy for igniting the grease inside the wheel hub, out of which you want to remove a bearing race.
TABLE SAW: A large stationary power tool commonly used to launch wood projectiles for testing wall integrity.
HYDRAULIC FLOOR JACK: Used for lowering an automobile to the ground after you have installed your new brake shoes, trapping the jack handle firmly under the bumper.
BAND SAW: A large stationary power saw primarily used by most shops to cut good aluminum sheet into smaller pieces that more easily fit into the trash can after you cut on the inside of the line instead of the outside edge.
TWO-TON ENGINE HOIST: A tool for testing the maximum tensile strength of everything you forgot to disconnect.
PHILLIPS SCREWDRIVER: Normally used to stab the vacuum seals under lids or for opening old-style paper-and-tin oil cans and splashing oil on your shirt; but can also be used, as the name implies, to strip out Phillips screw heads.
STRAIGHT SCREWDRIVER: A tool for opening paint cans. Sometimes used to convert common slotted screws into non-removable screws and butchering your palms.
PRY BAR: A tool used to crumple the metal surrounding that clip or bracket you needed to remove in order to replace a 50 cent part.
HOSE CUTTER: A tool used to make hoses too short.
HAMMER: Originally employed as a weapon of war, the hammer nowadays is used as a kind of divining rod to locate the most expensive parts adjacent the object we are trying to hit.
UTILITY KNIFE: Used to open and slice through the contents of cardboard cartons delivered to your front door; works particularly well on contents such as seats, vinyl records, liquids in plastic bottles, collector magazines, refund checks, and rubber or plastic parts. Especially useful for slicing work clothes, but only while in use.
SON-OF-A-BITCH TOOL: (A personal favorite!) Any handy tool that you grab and throw across the garage while yelling 'Son of a BITCH!' at the top of your lungs. It is also, most often, the next tool that you will need.

Any Questions? lol

Holy Rosary Sandwich Line Complaint.

The Roman Catholic Diocese of Columbus, Ohio

The following is a copy of a complaint that I sent online to the Roman Catholic Diocese of Columbus, Ohio. 
197 E. Gay Street Columbus, OH 43215
614-228-2457 Copyright 2008-2010
I NEVER seem to get any response, but every time an incident occurs, I complaint to 'someone'.  This has become a continued jpke, and it ruined my life in all ways. :(

Happy Hanukkah! I and many other really appreciate the sandwiches that Holy Rosary Church provides for me and other needy people in the Columbus, Ohio area. Unfortunately, I also have a complaint.

My compliant today has to do with a Catholic entity which does not have a listed address. They operate a food/sandwich line for the needy and are located on Fifth Avenue, with the church itself facing E Main Street. There is no way to contact church administration online because they are not listed, and are sponsoring hate group people who were involved in one way or another in assaulting me, and causing hate group activity in another area – Wooster, Ohio. Today, a crook was hazing me online - in our heard police/intelligence mode - because they in Wooster, Ohio - that particular KKK group - caused an illegal eviction and robbed me and the rape charge, where blacks related to their crime ring were recruited, had to do with male supremacy in addition to white supremacy. We in Ohio just got rid of a KKK based governor but people like this are still around, harassing victims of prior crimes. The men never look like criminals – always look clean cut. The food is appreciated - men like this are NOT. I think that the people doing this probably started out doing this to women as kids and then never grew up. I did not think that the Holy Catholic Church approved of this type of thing, yet these volunteers think that this is funny. The sate of Ohio never compensated me for my loss. These people ruined my life on purpose and then laughed at me when they cast me into homelessness. They caused a government shutdown here in Columbus, and were living in Wooster, Ohio at the time. One of the problem men identifies himself as "Long". I think this same KKK cult in part abused my ex-husband, Jerry L. Bauer, and he was not interested in testifying against them at the time. He was hit in the face with a blunt object and the assailant knocked out half of the teeth in his mouth. Wooster, Ohio was his hometown where I also lived and where this hate crime occurred. In addition to this occurring, the ‘motorcycle biker’ part of this KKK cult went around and raided and looted homes. “Sex With Slaves” was one of their development programs. I would like to forget that these crooks did this and move on with my life, but they keep showing up in various areas to continue the harassment. I am in a relationship which I have been in for about 5 years now and the man I am involved with reported that a goon in a white pick up truck recently gave him a hard time while he, a professional cabdriver, was sitting in the cab waiting for a cab customer. The crook ran him out of an alley where he was waiting and into a driveway and was playing other ‘road games’. This sounds like another gang member ‘at play’. Your assistance would be appreciated.

P.S.  - Today is Tuesday, January 11, 2011.  The sandwich line generally has a lot of balcks come through.  Todday, when I wnet through the line to get sandwiches, very few people were there and the bags were already made up.  (?)

Monday, January 10, 2011

A Rotten Tooth - The Tooth Fairy and 'corruption'

I currently have a rotten, 'corrupt' tooth that needs to be extracted.  At Grant Hospital, I was told that they did not do extractions but that they subpoenaed my medical records and that I for some reason (unknown to me) was admitted and was a patient at Riverside Hospital in 2007/2008.  This is another fraud situation. :(
The emergency room clerk would not tell me what the problem was that caused me to have to be admitted at that time. but I did not even live in the Columbus, Ohio area then, yet alone become a patient at Riverside.

The Emergency Room staff said that they did not do tooth extractions there but they gave me a couple of prescriptions - one an antibiotic, and the other a pain medication, along with a sheet of welfare dental providers.  This is something that I have to deal with within the next few days.  I was lucky to have the support of my difference since there with me today, because I did not know what would occur. 

Offshore Drilling and I also walked by The Ohio Theatre and there was an Inauguration Party standing outside, waiting to inaugurate the new Governor of the State of Ohio - Governor John Kasich - formally.

As we walked by and crossed in front of two cops sitting of horses, one of the horses whinnied in response.


to be continued..... see "A Horse is a Horse story"

COTA All Day Bus Passes

This is a duplicate of a complaint/comment that was sent to COTA online today:
Today is Monday, January 11th.

For some reason COTA all day bus passes sold are not functioning as they should be.  This occurred today, and also occurred the other day.  Today, the bus driver was nice and let me get on the bus and then gave me another bus pass.  Last time, the pass bought earlier in the day was not functional and I said - "Oh, OK" - maybe I need to get some exercise and walk. 

Thanks for the assistance, this unnamed COTA driver of tonight!

But...I think that this is something that should be noted because these bus passes are computerized and they rely on a computer scan that is on the busses.  There may be some kind of a computer glitch causing this that
should be paid attention to. 
                                                                                              Kimberly! :)

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Hello! I am a Social Worker (since 1990) and a writer. I am seeking writing jobs, funding for my Writing business called "the Indigo Drum" and a way to run an office again, plus a car.