Born To Be Miserable

Saturday, May 14, 2011

Link to The Government of Pakistan - Ministry of Women Deveopment

Amny swans in the lake....

The site indicates that Pakistani women are currently doing better than American women at this tiem, according to web sites for USA women which are available to be seen online. Date:  Saturday May 14, 2011.


The Official Web Gateway to the Government of Pakistan

Friday, May 13, 2011

"What do Women want from men?" or "Why am I a Bitch?" by Kimberly Koerber-Bauer-Koerber

From "the voice in the city" to God, myself, and whoever else cares...

Women in general do not ant men who are supposed to be dull, non romantic, or cheap.  No woman would pick a man like this, but many women get stuck with some kind of "arfing dog" type of man who talks about his cock size (boring) about some whore he took from a group of men (boring) or some old girlfriend who is supposed to then attack the woman (also boring).

Good personal hygiene is also needed.  No woman likes a thief, unless they are also a thief.  No woman likes a man who attracts fleabags - either male or female.  No woman likes to be abused by gangs of trashy people because his is a fun thing for the crooks to do.

Things like this are impetus to be involved, or reinvolved in a career path, or other things, to put space between the man and the woman, and to not have much to do with men like this.

I also was in an abusive marriage for a long time, where the man was not sexually active, was cheap and greedy and I had to pay for everything in the house, then got burglarized.  hahahahahaha

NOT FUNNY, because the man was elevated to management with less education and experience than I had, to boot.  For these reasons, and many more, I chose to not date anyone for a long time, and kept working on my own self, my life, and my career path.  I was never a fan of seedy people or alley trash or fleabag types of people to begin with, and I 'think' this is the same impetus that drives other women, who are not racketeers or sociopaths, to have and develop one's self, and love that self.

The National Organization of Women, and it's members, like I was at about the age of 17 can give many other reasons why non lesbians flock to the meetings, if offered, still, in the year 2011.  Upward mobility and having a network of people who are not fleabag types for the most part is one reason.  Getting into a higher pay scale and salary used to be another.  In addition to this, after the botton dropped out of the economy, and people lost homes, belongings, and became unfortunately intermingled with plain old trash as some kind of sordid joke, 'peer support', for women no longer in college or around the university community and no longer married became necessary. The Feminist Majority feels the same way.

At some point in time, those of us who lost perspective for this or that reason needed to take more than a couple of deep breaths, and become resettled, refortified, reenegrgized, and love the soul and body we ended up with including the scarred areas.  People of value are selective.  I was selective in the past, and need to be selective in the future, in all ways.  The Indigo Drum will be just as selective, and it will rise and become exactly what is it God ordained to be, despite obstacles crooks placed in the past to stop this Federal project that I know will have private donors.  The Indigo Drum is NOT a feminist project, but will include employees of all types "of a quality type".

The Malachi house, during the first presentation that I heard while at Weaver House as a resident put this in another way.  They called this the top nine of influence.  In brevity, this means that they for some reason picked nine people. who were influential in their lives as a pattern, and kept in touch with the nine friends, even if they moved clear across the country as cornerstones of life.  This is what they now advise others to do as part of treatment and to escape from dysfunctional people. places and things. and talked about in the Malachi House meeting, which was open to residents of Weaver house and others..

Question to think about?  What is a Fleabag? 

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

Open letter to Centers for Disease Control and Prevention

A Elephant Making Noise 

I am currently staying at a public shelter, known as "Weaver House" , address being 305 West Lee Street. Greensboro, NC 27406. I have been there since 04/16/2011 and have few choices about staying in public shelters at this time. On the first day there, a woman who was already there, a woman with an all over body tattoo, and blonde hair started 'mouthing off' to create verbal conflict with me. This was reported. Then, the same woman created a hostile living situation by reporting to the Management of the facility, the face that 'someone' was involved in taking a shower early in the morning which woke up this stripper. Management named "Randy", a very large, tall black man...

has a 'reading of the rules' every night to the entire group after supper. The fact that a stripper, with inappropriate behavior was a complaintant about this was not mentioned, but the man said that at this point, because of the 'complaint' that we were not supposed to take showers in the morning anymore. I and my fiance, who stays in the men's area, have to get up early to walk to a local temporary agency in hopes of being sent out, because the agency requires this. The point is that I function better after having a shower. In addition to this, this stripper poses a public health threat because she came to the Weaver house with one man, is now involved on some level with a totally different man, and last night got into a woman's bed because she was too lazy to put the sheets on her own bed. This stripper poses a public health threat. This is the kind of person who transmits scabies and other sexually transmitted diseases, along with other insect friends. As I write this, Weaver House is doing some kind of cleaning there and yesterday and today, we the residents were instructed to put our belongings, including bedclothes, in provided plastic bags to facilitate this, so they are aware of the hazards in a public shelter, and seem to be responding accordingly, yet this abusive woman is attempting to position other people against me, which could pose a threat to my life, in addition to being a continued public health risk for many people. I generally am not one to find problems or engage in quarreling behaviour, but this same woman injected another woman last night who was a resident, at her request, which I noticed a woman on staff responded to right away. The woman injected is diabetic.
I am from Ohio, and we had all kinds of trouble in Ohio with trash like the person mentioned above causing trouble just like this.  Now it looks like the person may pose a public health risk because of her demonstrated behaviour.  If this woman is so easily disturbed by people showering in the morning, maybe she needs to be evaluated and placed on some type of medication to get to sleep at night.  I am tired of being harassed and hassled by 'important gansters' like this in a set up I can not do anything about.  Your attention and quick response to this matter is appreciated.
                                                                             Kimberly Koerber-Bauer-Koerber

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

"A Man in Eighth or Ninth Grade - Assaulted me" by Kimberly Koerber-Bauer-Koerber

Who are the terrorists in these
'velvet throne'
I man in high school, Paul Simboli, took it upon himself to physically assault me.  The man was a little big man in structure, and used to follow me home from junior high when I was in the eighth grade for this reason.  Not to carry my books.  Not to talk to me.  But to assault me.  This man was seen on Facebook as my sister, Cheryl Newman's friend.  So, because I was robbed, raped by a black men's gang which started other black men's gangs on the track of wanting to be part of a development program they called 'Sex With Slaves", and went through all kinds of hardships in the borne ID that I have, the Department of Terrorism was contacted.  I never got a response from them.  Below, was my reaction when this sister and other terrorists started contacting me, and threatened my life.  Maybe this has to do with the economy and the Whigs program; maybe it does not.  At any rate, this 'gangster' sister, Newman, seems to not be able to be contacted and had no ability to get Justin, my son, her nephew out of jail where he currently is in Gastonia, NC. 
January, 2011
I got an email from a terrorist today.  Is this unusual?  No. I have had to contact computer services before thanks to terrorism.  Some of the people get involved in blatant terrorism online and the point is that here in Columbus, Ohio, we are in the State Capitol and others may follow suit.  There are also many people here from various countries, some of whom are also terrorists. 

Major revisions have been need in the government systems since the 60s.  Yet, crooks keep causing additional headaches and problems.  Three relevant articles on NPR today that have a lot to do with this current crisis are 1) about unemployment, 2) about transplants, and 3) about home foreclosures.  Since I have not been to many other parts of the country at all and have been stranded in Ohio most of my life, I am not at liberty to say or someone to have the knowledge about what other areas are doing in regard to this crisis, but all of the above areas have to do with situations that are part of an organized crime cartel which has been in existence for many years and has been profitable to only a handful of crooks.

Maybe the Terrorists are people who victims know.  Maybe these people, who are greedy, self centered, and professional killers, are not being prosecuted because people think this is someone else.  If this occurred in my case, why would this not be the truth in other people's cases?  I am not interested in Terrorists making me into some kind of meat.  As of this date, again, the Department of Terrorism is being contacted with this blog post.  Maybe it will help.  It sure can't hurt. 
International Terrorism and Security Research

What is Terrorism?

Terrorism is not new, and even though it has been used since the beginning of recorded history it can be relatively hard to define. Terrorism has been described variously as both a tactic and strategy; a crime and a holy duty; a justified reaction to oppression and an inexcusable abomination. Obviously, a lot depends on whose point of view is being represented. Terrorism has often been an effective tactic for the weaker side in a conflict. As an asymmetric form of conflict, it confers coercive power with many of the advantages of military force at a fraction of the cost. Due to the secretive nature and small size of terrorist organizations, they often offer opponents no clear organization to defend against or to deter.

That is why preemption is being considered to be so important. In some cases, terrorism has been a means to carry on a conflict without the adversary realizing the nature of the threat, mistaking terrorism for criminal activity. Because of these characteristics, terrorism has become increasingly common among those pursuing extreme goals throughout the world. But despite its popularity, terrorism can be a nebulous concept. Even within the U.S. Government, agencies responsible for different functions in the ongoing fight against terrorism use different definitions.

The United States Department of Defense defines terrorism as “the calculated use of unlawful violence or threat of unlawful violence to inculcate fear; intended to coerce or to intimidate governments or societies in the pursuit of goals that are generally political, religious, or ideological.” Within this definition, there are three key elements—violence, fear, and intimidation—and each element produces terror in its victims. The FBI uses this: "Terrorism is the unlawful use of force and violence against persons or property to intimidate or coerce a government, the civilian population, or any segment thereof, in furtherance of political or social objectives." The U.S. Department of State defines "terrorism" to be "premeditated politically-motivated violence perpetrated against non-combatant targets by sub-national groups or clandestine agents, usually intended to influence an audience.

Outside the United States Government, there are greater variations in what features of terrorism are emphasized in definitions. The United Nations produced this definition in 1992; "An anxiety-inspiring method of repeated violent action, employed by (semi-) clandestine individual, group or state actors, for idiosyncratic, criminal or political reasons, whereby - in contrast to assassination - the direct targets of violence are not the main targets." The most commonly accepted academic definition starts with the U.N. definition quoted above, and adds two sentences totaling another 77 words on the end; containing such verbose concepts as "message generators" and 'violence based communication processes." Less specific and considerably less verbose, the British Government definition of 1974 is"…the use of violence for political ends, and includes any use of violence for the purpose of putting the public, or any section of the public, in fear."

Terrorism is a criminal act that influences an audience beyond the immediate victim. The strategy of terrorists is to commit acts of violence that draws the attention of the local populace, the government, and the world to their cause. The terrorists plan their attack to obtain the greatest publicity, choosing targets that symbolize what they oppose. The effectiveness of the terrorist act lies not in the act itself, but in the public’s or government’s reaction to the act. For example, in 1972 at the Munich Olympics, the Black September Organization killed 11 Israelis. The Israelis were the immediate victims. But the true target was the estimated 1 billion people watching the televised event.

The Black September Organization used the high visibility of the Olympics to publicize its views on the plight of the Palestinian refugees. Similarly, in October 1983, Middle Eastern terrorists bombed the Marine Battalion Landing Team Headquarters at Beirut International Airport. Their immediate victims were the 241 U.S. military personnel who were killed and over 100 others who were wounded. Their true target was the American people and the U.S. Congress. Their one act of violence influenced the United States’ decision to withdraw the Marines from Beirut and was therefore considered a terrorist success.

There are three perspectives of terrorism: the terrorist’s, the victim’s, and the general public’s. The phrase “one man’s terrorist is another man’s freedom fighter” is a view terrorists themselves would accept. Terrorists do not see themselves as evil. They believe they are legitimate combatants, fighting for what they believe in, by whatever means possible. A victim of a terrorist act sees the terrorist as a criminal with no regard for human life. The general public’s view is the most unstable. The terrorists take great pains to foster a “Robin Hood” image in hope of swaying the general public’s point of view toward their cause. This sympathetic view of terrorism has become an integral part of their psychological warfare and needs to be countered vigorously.

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Provided By: The Smith Companies

Deadline: June 15, 2011

Type of Award: Essay Contest

Amount: $5000

Awards Available: 1


Description: The Ryan and Jamie Smith Essay Contest is available to students who are at least 18 years old and enrolled in an accredited educational institution. To enter, you must submit an essay of less than 1000 words answering the following question: "Do you think it is possible to end extreme poverty in the next 30 years? If so, how?"

Applicable Majors: All Fields of Study

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My response...
Poverty has always been a problem - in all areas, all states, all eras. For some reason, though in recent decades, crooks found a way to disappropriate and disappropriate monies needed for people, employment, Federal projects, and still not meet the needs of the people.

What is disappropriation? Embezzlement – a word known to many people – also known as white collar theft or crime is another way to talk about ‘disappropriation – in other words, taking money which was already earmarked for a purpose and keeping very quiet about this. Crooks have always had their greasy palms and sticky fingers in the till; talking with other people in regard to the situation revealed that in the general population, construction of new, expensive homes far outweighed the people who had money to spend on new homes, thanks to employment levels sinking and new employment not being created, or being tapped into via some unseen corporate in. All of these things are able to be dealt with and handled but need to be part of a concerted effort put forth involving many, many people.

Instead of the masses being slienced, as in the old, but well known movie called "Silence of the Lambs", more vocal people and a continued outreach campaign directed to get people more involved in all ways could be the answer. There have been trends toward getting people more involved in the decade starting in the year 2000, which is continuing. Education of the people about some of these things to enable the people to respond appropriately with facts, is the true role of journalism, which is often squelched or suppressed or labeled by the crooks as ‘red letter journalism’ or ‘libel’ for revealing the truth, without bias. Faith in God, or a Power Greater than ourselves, effectual leaders, and condemnation of crooks of all types, and setting positive role models and examples as usual, which is old rhetoric, is still the answer.

I think that that people have been ripe to be involved thanks to the many scary things that occurred beyond their control – which could have positive results if utilized properly by the media, and Social Policy people in general.

Summation: “What Kind of Job Are You Looking For?”

Monday, May 9, 2011

How Can The United Negro College Fund Discriminate? by Kimberly Koerber-Bauer-Koerber

A message from another outsider or "part of the damned"

I was recently on the web site of the United Negro College Fund and noticed that they have many, many scholarships available, but they all alpply to blacks only. 
Many people know the theme of this large, somewhat vocal organization as "A Mind Is A Terrible Thing To Waste".

In all other cases that I know of, scholarships can never be limited to blacks, whites, or people of one race or ethnic background only,.  This is unfair.  This large scholarship bank cannot be touched by any student other than bblack students.  One wonders why Civil Rights Legislature never allpied to this organization which originated in 1943.  .

Maybe this is because they are located in the South.

Whites are now supposed to be harshly limited because of their skin color, and die as poor white trash, with little education because of the National Diseaster String, which noone had control of.  I am surprised that someone by now has not chalenged this group, who appear to be not only greedy but racist.  They wanted the sympathy of whites and others but they have never been forced to be reciprocal and consider "the rest of the story" or "the other side's point of view".

Sunday, May 8, 2011

Federal Government Tax Incentive Program Business Partners - compiled by Weaver House staff, Greensboro, NC , comment by Kimberly Koerber-Bauer-Koerber

  1. A & P Stores
  2. ABM Janitorial Service
  3. Aldi's
  4. Allied Department Store
  5. Ameriking/Burger King
  6. Applebee's
  7. Aramark
  8. Arby's
  9. Auto Zone
  10. Bennigan's
  11. Bilo
  12. Blimpy
  13. Citi Trends Fashion
  14. Coca Cola Bottling Company
  15. Cookout
  16. Denny's
  17. Family Dollar
  18. Fatz Cafe
  19. Federal Express
  20. Food Lion
  21. Golden Corral
  22. Hardee's
  23. Ingle's Markets
  24. Internal Security
  25. Jo-Ann Stores
  26. K & W Cafeteria
  27. KFC USA
  28. Lerner New York
  29. Libby Hill
  30. Little Caesar
  31. Maxwell Store
  32. McDonald's
  33. Movies
  34. National Linen
  35. One Price Clothing
  36. Papa John's
  37. Rollins, Inc.
  38. Ruby Tuesday
  39. Sam's Club
  40. Show Show
  41. Shoney's
  42. Staples
  43. Target
  44. Wal-Mart
  45. Waffle House

What is the Federal Government Tax Incentive Program?

Monies that are given to specific employers as an incentive to hire targeted groups of individuals.  For some reason, they are now listing criminals but not their victims, which I personally feel is unfair, but ...

to be fair... and to try to help,...

the information I have is listed.

Companies Who Agree To Hire Applicants With Felony Charges - gathered and written by Kimberly Koerber-Bauer-Koerber

According to Weaver House staff, who did the research for this, there is a list of companies who are interested in hiring applicants with felony charges.  Weaver House is located at 305 West Lee Street, Greensboro, NC 27406.  They have this list taped to a front counter of the main lobby of the shelter.  Maybe this list will help someone or a group of someones.

Once the company is aware of the felony conviction, they contact the Federal Government.  The Special Program, WOTC, that handles the incentive program then contacts the Probation Department or court to verify the conviction.  Once verified, the company is given the credit.  Major companies which may hire ex-offenders:

  1. AAMCO Transmissions                                                
  2. Ace Hardware
  3. Alamo Rent-A-Car
  4. Birds on a wire with info...
    Alaska Airlines
  5. Allied Van Lines
  6. America West Air
  7. American Airlines
  8. American Express
  9. American Greetings
  10. Anderson Windows
  11. Apple Computer
  12. A T & T
  13. ARCO
  14. Atlas Van Lines
  15. Avis Rent a Car
  16. Axon Products
  17. Bally's
  18. Baskin Robbins
  19. Best Foods
  20. Best Western
  21. B F Goodrich
  22. Black & Decker
  23. Blue Cross/Blue Shield
  24. Bridgestone/Firestone
  25. British Airways
  26. Budget Rent-A-Car
  27. Calvin Klein
  28. Campbell Soups
  29. Canon USA
  30. Carrier A/C
  31. Casio, Inc.
  32. Circuit City
  33. Coes-Coin
  34. Caldwell Banker
  35. Compaq Computer
  36. ConAgra Foods
  37. Dairy Queen
  38. DAP Products
  39. Del Monte Foods
  40. Delta Air Lines
  41. Delta Faucets
  42. Denny's Inc.
  43. Dell Corporation
  44. Dale Foods
  45. Dollar Rent-A-Car
  46. Domino's Pizza
  47. Dow Brands
  48. Dunkin Donuts
  49. Dunlop Tires
  50. Dupont Co.
  51. Duracell
  52. Eddie Bauer
  53. Epson
  54. Exxon
  55. Federal Express
  56. Frito-Lay
  57. Fruit of the Loom
  58. Fuji Photo
  59. Galoub Toys
  60. General Electric
  61. General Mills
  62. GMAC
  63. Georgia-Pacific
  64. Hanes Hosiery
  65. Hilton Hotels
  66. I B M
  67. K-Mart
  68. Kraft Foods
  69. L.A. Times
  70. McDonald's
  71. Mobil Oil
  72. New York Times
  73. Newsweek
  74. Nike
  75. Pepsi-Co
  76. Phillip Morris
  77. Sara-Lee
  78. Seven Up, Inc.
  79. Shell Oil
  80. Showtime Networks
  81. Sony
  82. Southwest Air
  83. Sprint
  84. Target Stores
  85. Toys R Us
  86. United Airlines
  87. Verizon
  88. Wal-Mart
  89. Yumahn
  90. Zerox
  91. Zenith Electronics

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Hello! I am a Social Worker (since 1990) and a writer. I am seeking writing jobs, funding for my Writing business called "the Indigo Drum" and a way to run an office again, plus a car.