Born To Be Miserable

Saturday, September 3, 2011

Gay Men, Straight women, dynamically matched but not compatible.

It took one woman years to figure out her picture-perfect marriage was a sham.


Why would gay men marry women who are not gay and then hate them?

Gay Men  and Straight women, are somewhat dynamically matched but not compatible.

There has to be a research study somewhere to take a look at some of these situations and look at the dynamics and deaths that result in unlikely relationships.  Maybe something like this which I think dramatically affected my life will be the subject of a thesis at some point in time.

Thursday, September 1, 2011

Dear Episcopal Public Policy Network.....by Kimberly Koerber-Bauer-Koerber


"We and Many others are The Episcopal Public Poicy Network", not the music industry which lists many people saying Hi Simona, or the lyrics to a song including "Hi Simona"



The Episcopal Church Center, 815 Second Avenue, New York, NY 10017

212.716.6000
1.800.334.7626
 
I am a lifelong member of the Episcopal Church. I was married in the church, my son was christened in the church, and I was an acolyte in the church in high school. I am non clergy.


I got divorced after having many, many marital hassles and praying about it. I am currently homeless, because Ohio decided to embrace organized crime and run a cocaine ring, prostitution ring, and organ transplant cult in addition to racism. Some of the shelters are running mob operations and they are on the intelligence network, also known as the auditory Episcopal policy or investigations or social policy network. Faith Mission, where i had to stay recently seems to be one of them. I know that the Episcopal Church does not willing embrace the Organized Crime culture which has taken over and hardened Ohio and many other states, but I am now discouraged and in need of prayer because this ruined our lives - crime.

My ex-husband went to Florida, and died of liver shutdown in a Florida hospital according to our son, who I saw in jail in Gastonia, North Carolina. He is there because crooks in Ohio made the cocaine cult a part of 'development' for the state so that drug counselors and treatment centers receive a continued stream of clients and are not shut down or unemployed. This is really not a joke to them. Of all of the needs that people have, having cocaine and treatment for it ranks low to most people, but here in Ohio we are victims of this blight also. They chose to blame other states like New York State, and called this the New York drug cartel or "Cali" from New York State or from California.

My current fiancé is from New York State. While there about a month ago, we saw the current governor of New York State, Mario Cuomo, on television talking about two things:

1. He has a get tough on crime policy and goes around the state talking about his position. He has a strong anti drug policy also.

2. He, Governor Cuomo attracted gays from Ohio, who always came here for the Doo-Dah parade, because New York State now enables and condones gay marriages. OHIO, A STATE THAT MADE A LOT OF MONEY OFF OF GAYS STILL IS HOSTILE IN MANY WAYS TO GAYS AND IS STILL INVOLVED IN RETRIBUTIONAL PUNISHMENT GEARED TOWARD '"NARCS", DESTROYING FEDERAL AGENTS, AND OTHERS NOT IN AGREEMENT WITH THEIR ORGANIZED CRIME POSITIONS.

FAITH MISSION, 315 E LONG STREET, COLUMBUS, Ohio KNEW THAT I APPLIED FOR A JOB AS A FIELD INVESTIGATOR WITH THE OHIO ATTORNEY GENERAL'S OFFICE AND HAD NO HOME BECAUSE OF A CRIME CARTEL RUINING MY AND OUR FAMILY'S LIFE IN OHIO, YET CLAIMED THAT THEY COULD NOT GRANT ME AN EXTENTION OVER ONE MONTH BUT DID GRANT MY FIANCE THE EXTENTION OF TIME. WE ARE A COUPLE AND ARE WAITING FOR MONEY THAT IS COMING IN THE MAIL, TO BE DELIVERED TO FAITH MISSION TO HIM, SO THAT HE CAN GET HIS CAB DRIVER LICENSE. i DID EVERYTHING THAT THEY WANTED ME TO WHILE THERE AND APPLIED FOR A NUMBER OF JOBS but

THEY, A PUBLIC SHELTER ARE ON OUR EPISCOPAL PUBLIC POLICY NETWORK ALSO AND 'HEAR' EVERYTHING THAT IS WRITTEN OR TYPED INCLUDING COMPLANTS ABOUT THEM, ALLOWING THEM TO BE RETRIBUTIONAL. Faith hired a beautiful black ‘advocate’ named Simona whose job is not to be an advocate in cases likes mine, as I approached her today, because I now have no bed to sleep in and am supposed to go to an affiliated agency, Rebecca’s Place IF they will take me in, or sleep out on the street. . I am not really sure what this advocate’s job is.

THEY ARE ALSO FUNDING A LARGE GROUP OF BLACK "POLICE" WHO HAVE NO KNOWN POLICE FUNCTION AND ARE NOT UNIFORMED. COMPLAINTS TO LUTHERN SOCIAL SERVICES, WHO OVERSEE AND MANAGE THE MISSION SEEM TO DO NO GOOD SO FAR, OR COMPLAINTS TO OTHERS IN PERSON INCLUDING AGENCIES. THESE CROOKS ARE CREATING STATEWIDE POLICY BASED ON BEING ON THE NETWORK AND ABUSING PEOPLE LIKE MYSLEF ONLINE FOR MANY OTHERS TO HEAR AND HEAR ABOUT, TO DISCOURAGE PEOPLE FROM BEING POLICE OF ANY KIND. Faith Mission WANTED ME TO BE MENTALLY ILL, HEARING VOICES, RATHER THAN GRANT ME AN EXTENTION OF TIME THERE. THEY WERE ALSO INVOLVED IN HAVING VARIOUS WOMEN WHO STAY AT THE SHELTER TAKE VARIOUS THINGS OF MINE SO THAT i WOULD COMPLAIN AND FIGHT WITH THEM. I KNEW SOME OF THESE PEOPLE FROM BEFORE BECAUSE I WAS A Social Worker IN COLUMBUS, OHIO WHILE MARRIED USING MY MARRIED NAME OF Kimberly Bauer. I REVERTED BACK TO MY MAIDEN NAME AFTER DIVORCE. THIS LARGE SCALE "NETWORK PROBLEM" IS DISCOURAGING.

GOVERNOR JOHN KASICH, OF OHIO, OUR CURRENT GOVERNOR RECENTLY WROTE A BOOK CALLED "STAND FOR SOMETHING" YET WHEN CONTACTED ABOUT THIS AND OTHER ISSUES 'PRETENDS' TO NOT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT IT. WE IN OHIO HAVE HAD A STRING OF GUBERNATORIAL ISSUES, EMBEZZLERS AT THAT LEVEL, AND NEVER HAVE ONCE HAD A FEMALE OF BLACK GOVERNOR IN THE HISTORY OF OHIO. I am a FEMINIST WHO WAS ON THE POLICE NETWORK FOR 17 YEARS HAVE HAD NOTHING BUT A HARD TIME WITH THESE PEOPLE. THEIR DISEASE SEEMS TO BE SPREADING TO TOHERS STATES, CREATING HOSTILITY THERE ALSO - LIKE KENTUCKY, WEST VIRGINIA, PENNSYLVANIA, NEW YORK, MINNESOTA, AND OTHERS.

THIS SITUATION NEEDS THE HELPING HAND OF GOD AND OTHERS.

WARMEST REGARDS,

KIMBERLY KOERBER-BAUER-KOERBER

Wednesday, August 31, 2011

"A Gangland Crash of The US system" by Kimberly Koerber-Bauer-Koerber

(Use earbuds and Click to Listen)

Car Crash
Meteor Crash

Ocean Waves crashing to Lighthouse

A gangland crash of the US system occurred because of insurance fraud and resentment.  Goons were paid to support some "king" or "queen" by tapping into a money bank intended for an unknown purpose.  There were massive Federal shutdowns because of this and Companies shutting down.  This was supposed to be bikers with resentments but could also be some established gateway by which immigrants who did not want to be hassled by the government wee able to get paid.  Fort Knox, In Kentucky was robbed at one point.  Then, the crook was able to get their gang members paid, the gang members did not have to go to work, and their job was to find other gangs and companies and ares to destroy.  An informant was helpful is telling more about this "Happening" in the United States.  Nigeria was also attacked during this time period, and there was a full fledged war going on there which was supposed to not be apparent in the media. 

This situation including it's origin and impact areas needs to be investigated more thoroughly with a full staff.  Maybe this was done to fund hate crime groups, or maybe i was done to fund people in general, o maybe I was done to fund paramilitary 'police'.  At any rate, they missed funding me, if this was Eddie Bauer or some Bauer relative because I was just a mom or a son at the time.
World Graph - Instablilty

Date the Crooks, said crooks from organized crime. This is where the thing led: by Kimberly Koerber-Bauer-Koerber

"The Great Depression"


I am interested in the CSAP fellowship and the application is tomorrow. The fellowship is located at http://www.seiservices.com/samhsa/csap/preventionfellowship/. I have no money to enroll in college at this time, and because of an organized crime ring have not been able to reattain employment. Is there funding available? The cost is only @40.00 but I have been out doing field work and have applied o thousands of jobs.  The crooks want to racketeer people, and I have not been able to get employment because of them.  If I had the money for the admission fee, ?I could have earned my PhD by now, as I qualified grade wise a long time ago.  I am divorced but was Bauer when I graduated in 1990.



Only $40.00 to pay the initial application fee to get back into college at OSU , but I have no relatives to ask for help, am not married, and have to now depend on myself and whatever public assistance is available. I am staying at Faith Mission, but they are evicting me on September 1, 2011 because they are running a 30 day program and I do not have a strong advocate, and have no idea how to even come up with $40.00 without working.
 
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New Resources in Ohio for Women



1. Third Frontier Internship: @ http://thirdfrontierintern.ohio.gov/3fip/index.php
A hand of the beggar
A paid internship available through the state of Ohio


2. http://www.seiservices.com/samhsa/csap/preventionfellowship/ for enrolled OSU students.

THESE RESOURCES ARE GREAT BUT THEY REQUIRE APPLICATION FEES.

Tuesday, August 30, 2011

"Ethics and Questionable Behaviour or How to act for Dummies: A short primer": by Kimberly Koerber-Bauer-Koerber

Freedom is dance versus...
...Menacing, just plain weird tactics and people


Consistently, crooks keep burglarizing people and then force them into some aspect of the human service delivery system in Ohio.  the point is to get rid of people who are excellent in their areas in favor of shyster activity or criminal activity using gangs.  This is inappropriate.  This practice, simply put. could be in the old "barkin' Dog of Hades" category.  It is unfair, victims cannot overcome this 'hole' and climb out, and there is nothing that the victim did to fall into the hole to begin with.  The practice in Ohio, or on the computer network which  reaches Ohio, seems to be this in part also,
1.  I am better than you are so am entitled to do this.
2.  The person is offensive and is eating up everyone;'s money
3.  The person is creating personal wealth and a financial deficit for others.

(I am in stone broke Appalachian poverty because this practice has gone on for so long, and I am tired of this affecting my life as it has.  If this type of crook disappeared from the intellignece network, I for one would not be particualrly sad.)

To correct this problem there should be a law developed allowing people to be introduced by paid, stable people on the Internet system, who have excellence in some area or are part of Community Development. 
For example,  there is locally an excellent tennis player who should be introduced who is part of a large employment field.  She is excellent in her area, but instead of introducing her. 'bitches' come on and cause trouble, as if they really do not know better, so they are being instructed in addition to the Governor of this state, and Congressional representatives being sent this letter of informance.  Insulting people on the network sounds like a foreign operative, but this is supposed to be someone from the United States.  Too much time is wasted doing this.  There was also a woman who was at Trinity Episcopal Church on Sunday as part of a couple.  He played hand drums.  She was involved in modern dance.  In the restroom at the library, there was a bright green brochure about "Tippy Toes", a dance class for very young children.  THIS is relevant. 

These 'bitches' were supposed to be part of Nigeria, and were angry about crooks starting up wars in their country before.  Now, this is supposed to be Sara Palin, or some other do nothing principle who is offensive and a time waster.  Their idea of 'excellence' before was to degrade me, others,. and get a prostitute online to masturbate over.  I don't think this is good social policy, but was done to laugh at women who were more competent.  Why are crooks supposed to get the written word about how to act when they battered others to death, put death threats on people, and were generally part of bad and disruptive behaviour for years to decive, rip off, and create animosity and crime?

Because it is the ethical thing to do "First".
                                                                                                             Regards,
                                                                                                                     Kimberly! :) 

"Columbus,Ohio Cocaine cult - Another Howling Good Day" by Kimberly Koerber-Bauer-Koerber

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I am having a current problem with housing thanks to being a prior victim of crime in Wooster, Ohio thanks to crooks. I have no interest in having to date blacks to be housed, getting a housing extension at Faith Mission, become employed, or get housing for people in general.

I have been at Faith Mission since August 1, 2011. My fiancĂ© has been also. He was able to get an extension to stay longer until he gets money to become a cab driver. I was not able to get an extension to get involved with the IMPACT program, which a caseworker from Faith Mission recommended that I apply for. I was told by the “Appeals Board” that I was supposed to be mentally ill or get no extension. I was supposed to go to Southeast Mental Health Services, which I never have been at, to not be evicted from the shelter. I was also told to do intake and get into Rebecca’s Place. A blonde caseworker did my intake and said that 22 women were ahead of me. The thing is that I worked for Columbus Area Community Mental Health Center, and also for Beacon Agency when I was here in Columbus, Ohio before and was married. I think that crooks are at it again, and this is retaliatory abuse, based on complaints being filed against them for various reasons. Because of crime, I really do not have another place to stay, and they know it. In fact, my ex-husband, Jerry L. Bauer, now deceased, worked for Harper Industries, here in Columbus, Ohio, a minority Company. I worked for Beacon Agency here in Columbus, a black foster agency. A foster parent sent a black foster kid out on the streets to sell crack cocaine and a black woman hit my personal vehicle, a silver Nissan Sentra with a Franklin County MR/DD van when I was on my way home from work. This event, which occurred in 1995, caused myself, my husband Jerry L. Bauer, and our son Justin Bauer to move to Wooster, Ohio. More abuse continued there, and He and I got divorced. Now, I am in a position of vulnerability, and crooks appear to be retaliating.

I was told that I may not be able to get into “Rebecca’s Place”, an affiliated agency, on September 1st, but to wait in the lobby intake center of Faith Mission and to be there between 8:00 pm and 10:00 pm that evening and that they take people from there to Rebecca’s Place if there are openings. The point is that I am being abused because of being a Social Worker/informant in this cocaine case, part of which information is above.

I am not sure what to do next.

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Hello! I am a Social Worker (since 1990) and a writer. I am seeking writing jobs, funding for my Writing business called "the Indigo Drum" and a way to run an office again, plus a car.