Born To Be Miserable

Friday, December 17, 2010

The World of Hats

I could talk about the "World of Hats", because I have gotten to a point in life where I need to be able to "show" that I am acutally still functional and am maintaining what could be called "employment" of something like it.

Multicoloured knit hat:  In colours of rose, grey, green, purple.  (still have)
Black hat:  STILL HAVE.  In fact, I got another one that is even more menacing after someone though that the way to go was to "cause improvement" by subjugation and theft of the 'mean black hat'

It is important "I guess" (large sigh) to at times look at the world through "rose" or with the multivariated 'rose hat ' on :)


Look for the "World of Whigs" next!                                                                                                       Kimberly! :) 

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

"Why not get really thin, Kim?": Unanswered Questions about Battery, Drugs, and Eating Disorders

"Stick legs - red shoes, and someone else's life."
photograph courtesy of Aperture foundation:
 by Kimberly Koerber-Bauer-Koerber

Q.  What research is current (within the past few years) using case studies as they relate   to Ohio's Calli drug cartel, and eating disordered clients with cojoint battery issues? 

A.  Here is a good site about this eating disorder:

Here is another:

And here is a third:

Another issue that became part of Ohio's culture is battery, verbal, mental, or physical with an eating disorer and chemical dependency component.  In doing a quick overview of research available about this mental illness with a battery component attached, I came up with nothing this morning. 

There may be additional resources about the topic, but there are few of any self help resources available.  The American Nazi syndrome and the need to be 'perfect' is part of the illness here, and in additon to this, the need to control others and not be empowered to do so is another issue. with the "Cocaine America" cult, a criminal social policy movement.

Internationally, this was illegally funded based on 'rip-offs'  and created crime, including but not limited to fraud.  I
n addition to the above being an article on "Born To Be Miserable":  (, this was sent to:
Garrison and Associates, Inc.

4701 Olentangy River Road, Suite 201
Columbus, OH 43214
614.273.1400 (phone)
614.273.1401 (fax)

via email today, Febvruary 15, 2011.  They are with The Addction Studies Institute, at The Ohio State University, The Greater Columbus Convention Center, Columbus, Ohio  with a web address of

I don't have all the the answers but they listed above are part of The Ohio State University, one of the Big Ten Universities in the United States, and a listed Columbus, Ohio resource and 'teaching hospital'. 

Number One Son in the Rocks: Saying Goodbye :)

Maybe it is time to say "goodbye!"
photo courtesy of Aperature Foundation:

(Maybe it isn't!)

About the only type of person who might understand this is everyone - including anyone who has ever loved anyone else, ever been a parent and has had no resolution to a 'lost person' case before. 

Another scam: "New USA Funding": "submit credit card number to be considered." :(

Below is a real summary statement which is part of an application that I wanted to submit, but couldn't because I really am broke.  The application fee is $29.00.  The organization is online and is called "New USA Funding".  Their website is  This is another example of grant funding available for women and others effected by an out of control situation caused by the state/federal government in Ohio.    In other words, there are few if any legitimate resources available that I have encountered.  The state was trying to get people to sell their police/intelligence i.d by 'hook or by crook' to enable foreign gateways, which then caused a was and shutdowns, yet is still not willing to admit that they were the damaging party in this. 
Application Question Summary

Citizenship Status: U.S. Citizen

Types of funding areas you are interested in?

Education / Tuition Personal Assistance

Business Research

Housing Real Estate

1st Time Home Buyer

How much money do you need? $100,000 or More

Describe what you will use the money for:

I have no "anything" at this time. I am interested in reestablishing a business, getting a vehicle, and relocation. The state of Ohio caused a great deal of loss and was not interested in compensating victims of crime. Instead, we the victims, were supposed to "have to" live in old, shared, slavery housing as some kind of punishment. Crooks took properties and gutted the inside, making many bedrooms per house which were shared with others, and made this 'free housing'. Then, victims were supposed to participate in mob or criminal activity as forced coercion. The state of Ohio also found ways to rob police, and refused to pay people their hub salaries, in an effort to continue to force federal shutdowns and hostile escheat of corporations and entities to run 'cocaine' and other illegal drugs with a known 'confidence' gang. The matter is under investigation. I was operating a business from my home which had to do with investigations in an abusive area, which was my ex-husband's hometown. I was also abused by my ex husband who did not want to provide financial support or a divorce settlement, with his friends. In Ohio, they established illegal terrorist gateways and kept trying hard to shut down the intelligence system, to avoid being sued. I was not able to become gainfully employed in Ohio thanks to identity fraud, and am looking for a total "restart" in all ways. Any amount of money would be helpful, but I selected the highest category listed on your pull down menu with 'great expectations' and prayer. :) Happy Holidays!

What unique things would separate you from other applicants applying for this money?

I am inventive, creative, and versatile, and would like to have a copy of the criteria that you established to judge people who "stand apart from others" before answering this question.

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Hello! I am a Social Worker (since 1990) and a writer. I am seeking writing jobs, funding for my Writing business called "the Indigo Drum" and a way to run an office again, plus a car.